:( ........ :) [<--- that's the best way I can sum this up]

 Friday was bad. I cried when I was walking home.

Life is just crazy, up in the air, and who knows what else right now. 

Which is hard because I usually have a pretty good plan of the next step.

Andrew saw me crying because he came to pick me up.

But I wanted to keep walking.

I told him I would see him at home.

When I got home I cried some more. 

And he let me.

And we talked. 

And I cried. 

I love him.

And then he told me that he would make dinner. 

Even though he does that every day.

I was going make dinner that night

But then Friday happened. 

He made this.

He found it on a Facebook video,

And it was actually pretty good.

I'm going to put in my recipe binder. 

Then we watched "Walk to Remember." 

He's never seen it and I've been craving a chick flick. 

Especially after watching Star Wars and Star Trek 

(I don't dislike them, but if I had the choice I would choose the chick flick 90% of the time). 

He didn't really want to watch it.

But he watched it with me anyways :) 

But he started falling asleep a little less than half way through. 

He told me to stop it so we could finish tomorrow- on Saturday.

Saturday was better. 

This place helped a lot!

And it was really bright outside so we are squinty faced. 

But I always want a picture when we go to the temple. 

They are so beautiful. 

We had dinner with his parents and his sister Amy. 

They are great.

And we didn't have to cook (a little happy about that too).

 When Andrew and I got home we finished "A Walk to Remember."

Before we watched the movie he watched the trailer and said he knew the entire plot.

"They hate each other, fall in love, and live happily ever after." -Andrew

Not so fast. 

He didn't really want to watch it because it was so predictable 

but when it was over he gave it a 7 or an 8!!! 

I'll take that score. It means he didn't hate it.

And he might watch it again with me later down the road :) 

 ^^About to finish our movie night ^^

It looks like I have 3 arms

One is an arm. 

The other 2 are my legs. 

It's like an optical illusion. 

But not really. 

Anyways. 

Life is still crazy.

And unknown.

And there will probably be more tears.

But, that's okay.

We'll figure it out.